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This song was written about Justine from the movie "Melancholia" by Lars Von Trier.
I'm trudging in through this
Praying really hard
It's clinging to my legs
It's heavy to drag
I go out and smile so everyone can see
But nobody knows the pain i have in me
Needless to say I'm breaking the deal
I'm scared and alone my world is surreal
Kissing my husband
I can't feel a thing
Fucking a stranger
In my own wedding
Everyone's leaving, the morning is here
I tried to be happy, the star disappear
I'm not a fool don't tell me you care
I've been down in hell, there's nobody there
The earth is evil
We're all alone
released September 15, 2016
Music & production: Vanessa Ondine
Lyrics: First 4 lines and last 2 lines lines taken from the original script of Melancholia.
Other lyrics by Vanessa Ondine.
Piano, Vocals, Synths and Electronics: Vanessa Ondine
Mix: Noam Gingold
Mastering: Robert Baum
Cover photo taken from the movie "Melancholia"